Sunday, February 20, 2011

February 20: Day +3 Fever Spike & Moving

We had another great night last night.  Chase slept peacefully and around 9:30 this morning, I heard him call William's name, who is not here. Not receiving a response, he started calling for me.  I answered him, and he replied, "Oh, you are here."

Nothing like a few morphine-induced hallucinations in the morning!

I attempted to go back to sleep, which he tolerated for all of five seconds before beckoning me to his bed.  Not for a drink or assistance with going to the bathroom.  No, he wanted me to cuddle up for body warmth.  Yes, it's sweet, but he never gives me enough room and he hogs the pillows.

I noticed he felt pretty warm, and not long afterward, Ann, AKA "Momma Duck" came in and said, "Congratulations, you've spiked a fever."  I'm not shocked and in fact expected this to happen either today or tomorrow.  Thankfully, it's a low-grade fever 38.3 Celsius, which is over 100.  She said he had been hitting right at that number for a good part of the night.

The normal routine for fevers is automatic antibiotics and to take several blood samples to run cultures.  They use a broad spectrum antibiotic to begin with, and if the culture comes back positive they'll adjust it to target the infection.  The cultures usually take 2 - 3 days to grow if an infection is present, but I don't think fungal infections are detected like this.  Don't quote me on that though.

In addition to the fever, his blood pressure was really low.  It started out around 95/45 without a lot of variation.  They initially will treat this by hanging an additional bag of fluid and ramping up the pump to its highest speed to try and raise the blood pressure.  It's called a fluid bolus or a bolus of fluids.  I saw it listed both ways after a quick Google search.  The first bolus did not raise his blood pressure, so Ann started a second one.  In about an hour, he had 2 liters of fluid pumped into him.   The second one achieved the desired effect, so Chase needed no further intervention.  However, he is now pretty puffed up.

I thought that would be the end of our excitement for the day, but I was wrong.  Ann informed me that the air unit for the transplant wing has been having issues and it wasn't keeping the rooms pressurized. All of the rooms on this hall have a positive pressure to prevent unfiltered air from the hall from continuously entering the room.  When this fails for more than 2 hours, all of the BMT patients have to be moved to the old BMT hallway in the regular Aflac area.

Patients in those rooms, who are all usually AML patients like Chase, have to be kept on this floor.  They should also be in pressurized rooms, but BMT patients take precedence in cases like this.  After discharging patients that can go home, AML patients are moved into other rooms, their former rooms are completely disinfected, and then the BMT patients are moved one by one as the rooms are ready.

Any other patient (not BMT, AML) that has to be booted from their room temporarily is either moved into the rooms we were are in (unless the air system completely fails) or they are floated to other floors.  The Aflac nurses follow the patients wherever they are going.

I was hoping they would say that only our bodies and necessary items need to be moved, but everything has to go.  This is a HUGE pain since we keep a lot of canned and dry grocery goods in here, in the refrigerator/freezer not to mention clothes, blankets, and all the bathroom stuff.  I don't want to move all of our food out of the fridge/freezer but it looks like I may have to.  If they admit other patients to this hall, they will need the fridge space.  I have plans to borrow a countertop height fridge, and now wish I had been a bit more proactive.  But only so many things can be done in so much time.  It's an inconvenience, but we'll manage.

8 hours later...
It turns out, we would have had to move out tomorrow (Monday) regardless.  There were already plans to replace the unit that is failing.  Good grief!  All of that whining for nothing :)   But Chase and I did get moved in with help from my mom.  She even brought me a mushroom and swiss Angus burger from McDonalds.  Not my typical choice of meals, but I believe that is probably the first non-frozen or non-boxed/canned thing I have eaten in a few days.  You forget how "old" the other food gets until someone brings you a burger.

Not only did she bring me a burger, but she also ran out to Blockbuster and picked up Date Night for Chase and I.  We packed up a bunch of dirty clothes for her to take back (and wash) so I met her in the lobby with the suitcase when she pulled up to drop off the movie.  Just to show you how comfortable I've grown around here, I was already down to the 1st floor and stepping out of the elevator when I realized I had my bedroom slippers on.  Thankfully, it was after 8pm and the hospital was mostly quiet.

The movie was a nice way to end the evening and Chase even nursed a hot chocolate drink while we watched.  I've been so proud of him!  I miss William a bunch though! I know I'll get to see him soon, but I hate feeling out of balance and like I'm neglecting him.  He's in wonderful hands with my parents, so trust me when I say he's being well fed and well taken care of, but it's still not the same.

God Bless!!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

February 19th Day +2 - Another Good Day!

Just to start...if this is the first post you're reading, you may want to start with this one.  I've also posted some detailed information about his required daily routine and food restrictions here if you're interested.

Chase had another good day today! It is such a great feeling, too!  He is still wiped out and takes a lot of naps during the day, but he's also been interacting, asking for drinks, and doing his chores without too much fuss.  I think I would be worried if he completely complied!

The poor guy sounds like he has a horrible head cold, but his throat is raw from mucositis and the drainage associated with it.  Dr.Horan said this condition looks to be just starting up, but it is no where near as severe as it was back in April.  He chemo wasn't as strong this go around, which I'm sure has helped, but in general he is looking and feeling better than expected.

It's still very early in the transplant timeline, so I'm realistic that his health will change.  I'm not being negative about him at all.  Unfortunately, it's a fact that I've witnessed for the past 9 rounds of chemo he has received.  Since his white blood cell counts are almost at 0, he could start having fevers and other issues at any time, but every good day he can have right now is a blessing!!

Thankfully, he hasn't had any nausea that his nausea pump hasn't been able to handle.  That goes for pain, too!  They will raise the amount of morphine he receives as needed, so I was pleased to hear he was okay with the current level.  I have noticed a few symptoms that I attribute to the morphine, mostly short-term memory lapses, but that goes away once he's off of it.

What really surprised me was when he told me he was bored! He doesn't have the energy to play video games or to really concentrate on a board game, so we watched a Netflix movie.  He was doing his "recliner time" when I started up the movie on my laptop.  He told me his chair was comfy and asked me to sit with him.  I don't know how, but we managed to both squeeze in.  Later, he wanted to nap and I had to be his pillow.  It's nice that he wants me there. I'll always take snuggle time, but typing or texting with one hand is not productive!

It's just after 10:00 pm and he has to get his bath, lotion, and teeth brushing done, so I'll sign off.

Thank you again for all the love, support, and prayers!
God Bless!

Chase's Daily Chores, His Equipment, & Food Restrictions

Okay, my intent was a short, succinct explanation of his daily chores and the equipment and supplies he uses.  Intent being the key word. :)  I've also added information about his restricted diet.  All of it falls under the rules and expectations he has to follow.  I'm hoping this will give everyone a better understanding of what is expected of BMT patients and why.

As I've mentioned, there are certain chores Chase is required to complete.  He certainly sees some of them as tortuous, especially when he is feeling really bad, but each one serves a purpose to keep him healthy and to prevent infection.   He had to do all of this through his last transplant as well, but this go around they (the doctors and nurses) are being especially vigilant since his donor is unrelated.

So, here are Chase's fun-filled activities!

#1 - Biotene Mouth Wash

This is specially to combat dry mouth.  It has a minty fresh smell and doesn't seem to be all that bad to me.  Yes, I have tried it.  However, he has to use this four times a day, so I can see where that would get tedious.

Chase needs to keep his mouth moist and as free of bacteria as possible.  With mucositis, he can develop sores in his mouth, which can lead to infection.  Biotene helps in these areas.

Mucositis is caused by the chemo, which basically destroys the cells lining the gastrointestinal track.  In some cases, they can shed profusely, which leads to sores and bleeding.  The "shedding" process made Chase so sick last time he threw up at least once a day, daily for 30 days.  It was mainly mucous and bile since he rarely ate.



#2 - Respiratory Therapy

This gadget, the name of which I can never get correct, is what Chase uses to exercise his lungs.  There is a mouth piece on the end of the blue tube.  When he inhales, the two moveable parts inside indicate the volume of air he is taking in.

When you are in bed as much as he is, it is very important to exercise the lungs.  This helps prevent fluid build up that can lead to pneumonia.   Chase has to use this either 8 times a day, 5 good inhalations each time or 4 times a day with 10 good inhalations.  What is good? Right now we aim for 2500, but when he's feeling a lot better, he can hit the top volume of 5000 easily.





#3 - Walking Laps

Why the picture of the pole?  Because where Chase goes, the pole goes.   This thing is loaded with pumps and pretty heavy He is required to walk around the nurse's station and playroom (a good sized loop) 10 times a day.  He can break the laps up, but 10 is the minimum.

Laps are another way to exercise the lungs, muscles, heart, etc.  He may eventually have days where he can't walk all ten laps and/or needs a lot of assistance, but the walking is vital to keep him healthy and to prevent muscle loss.

He fights me on the laps from time to time.  There is a also a great deal of bargaining that goes on with him, most of which is designed to put it off for as long as possible.  Can't blame a kid for trying.



#4 - Brushing Teeth

No picture really needed here.  He's got to do this twice a day.  We all know why we do it, but it also helps to keep his mouth clean to prevent infection.



#5 - Chair Time

They brought in a comfortable recliner a few days ago that Chase is supposed to sit in for two hours a day - upright.
Yes, he's in the chair in the picture but not exactly in the upright position.  In his defense, he was still sleeping off the Versed Rebecca used to lightly sedate him for the NG tube.

Believe it or not, he does fight me on this.  He tries to raise the back of his bed up as high as it will go and swear to me that he will sit up. Rebecca said, "No."  Enough said.

By the way, the chair bears my name.  Literally. Caroline Recliner.  It is pretty comfy, too.






#6 - Oatmeal Bath

This is one of Chase's most favorite things to do each day!!!  Um...that would be a big NO.  We get an Aveeno or generic brand packet daily, and he is supposed to sit and soak in it.  No soap.   The purpose is to keep his skin as soothed as possible.  Rough or cracked skin can be a source of infection.

Usually, Chase can get temporarily unhooked (hep locked) from all of his IVs to take a bath.  We have to drop his lines into a ziplock bag and then tape the bag over the bandage that protects where it goes into his chest.  However, during BMT time, his fluids and medications cannot be turned off, especially the cyclospirine (anti-rejection medication).  That means he has to put them over his shoulder where we tape them down and then tape the bag over his bandage.   Once gain, where Chase goes, so does the pole, and it really inhibits his mobility.



#7 - Eucerin Lotion

Chase portrays his reaction to lotion.
And now we have Chase's all-time favorite chore! Lotionizing!

Fact #1 - He cannot stand lotion.

Fact #2 - He especially does not like THIS lotion.

It has mineral oil in it, which may be why, but in general he does not like using lotion of any kind.

After his bath (and we are supposed to do it in the morning, too) he has to use it.  It's cold, which makes it all the worse.  I have to get my hands as warm as possible, and we're trying to find ways to warm up the lotion while it is in the bottle.  I'm trying to make the more distasteful tasks as comfortable as possible.

This bottle is actually the one left over from last transplant.  He has a new one waiting for him in the bag to the right.

#8 - The Goody Bag

I swear this is what Stacy called it when she brought it in to him.  There is nothing "goody" about this bag.  Aside from the Eucerin bottle, the rest of the contents are meant to pamper his posterior region.

This is not the prettiest of topics, but is unfortunately necessary.

Any kind of rashes, breaks in the skin, or tearing of the skin (while going #2) can cause infection.  These are used to help prevent and treat those issues.  Chase also sometimes gets colace, miralax, or other products to ease constipation that his meds and chemo cause.  Constipation can lead to the aforementioned skin issues and then infection.

Good ol' ingenuity

Before we get to the food restrictions, I wanted to share this handy little piece of ingenuity.  What is it? These are plastic medicine cups taped upside down to the top of the bed rail.


Why?
He has two self-administered pumps and many other lines for IV-based meds and his nutrition tube. They get tangled and fall between the mattress and bed.  This can keep him from turning over, they tug on him in his sleep, and if they fall down, he can't easily find the buttons to give himself boosts of pain killers or anti-nausea drugs. The cups do a decent job of keeping them out of the way, while still letting him move.  It also puts his two pump buttons where he can easily find them. Marlene showed us this trick last year. I love it!

Food Restrictions

Food restrictions are in place for Chase's safety.  Any of us can get food poisoning.  However, bone marrow transplant patients are particularly susceptible to it because of their suppressed immune system.  From time to time, there may be foods we consume that have not been washed, handled or cooked as well as they should have been.  In spite of this, our immune system does its best to mitigate the effects of food poisoning.  Granted, the symptoms even for us can be severe, but for a person with a compromised immune system, the symptoms can be life threatening.

And the downside to protecting him? Chase is barred from eating some of the things he really likes.  This diet is SUPER strict while he is in the hospital with a low white blood cell count.

Absolutely NO fresh fruit or veggies are allowed at this time even if they are on the approved list.  They have to wait until his counts are recovering.

The diet itself will restrict what he may eat for the first 100 days post transplant.  This is generally the rule. Today is Day +2 since transplant day is Day 0.  98 more days to go! So, here is what we will have to work around.

NO eating fast food or restaurant food.  Period.
NO food from outside organizations, such as food brought in by volunteers to the hospital or from others.

Food from home...
ALL foods must be freshly prepared and and brought to the hospital the SAME day.  They must be kept in a cooler with ice during transport.


Fruits & Veggies
Anything with the word "berry" in it is not allowed because they can't be adequately washed.  That also includes grapes, pineapple (don't understand why on that one), kiwi, peaches, nectarines and plums.

Whole fruits that can be peeled like apples, oranges, and melons are okay.  Bananas are on the list, too but last time there was some question about them, so for now they're off.

Anything canned, dried, or frozen (except berries) he can have. The whole berry thing really stinks because Chase loves strawberries!  Thankfully, he is still able to consume commercially processed foods with strawberries, but it's still not the same.

These restrictions also apply to hard to wash vegetables like broccoli, lettuce, mushrooms, carrots, etc.   He can have frozen veggies that have been cooked, canned or fresh ones as long as they aren't in the "hard to wash" category.

Dairy Products

Absolutely nothing from the deli or anything homemade or any type of aged or soft cheese.  If Chase felt like eating Mexican cheese dip, this would be awful for him.  He loves queso and chips and they help fatten him up, but he'll have to abstain. The boys and I like cheese, so if William or I want to eat any, we're going to have to not do it in front of him.

He can have commercially prepared dairy product and homemade smoothes or milkshakes made from approved foods.  Last time, I made him milkshakes with crushed up "fun size" candy bars in it to fatten him up.  He can't have soft-serve ice cream or fast-food ice cream, so these were a favorite and gave him a lot of calories, too.

Meat, Poultry, and Fish
Only well-cooked, frozen or canned meat, fish and shellfish, game, poultry.  The same goes for eggs or egg substitutes.  No deli meats (only commercially packaged) and hot dogs must be cooked.


Nuts and Seeds
If they are in the shell, unroasted raw nuts, or seed type nuts including watermelon or squash, they are NOT on the list.

Anything commercially packaged, bottled, canned, and commercially roasted in the shell is okay, which includes peanut butter.

Breads, Cereals, and Grains
Absolutely nothing from a deli, made in a grocery store bakery, or local bakery.  Commercially packed good are okay, but no eating raw or uncooked pasta, rice or other grains.  Raw or uncooked pasta? Our dog, Maya, loves eating the hard, uncooked spaghetti noodles that fall to the floor when I break them in half for cooking.  She's waits for them.  Weird dog :)

Beverages
Nothing unpasteurized and no sweet tea made from warm or cold water.  Drinks that sit out more than an hour have to be discarded.

Desserts
If a pastry is cream-filled, it must be refrigerated.  Homemade and commercial cookies, cakes, pies, pastries, and pudding are okay.  Commercially packaged ice cream, popsicles, ices are fine.

Other
No raw or unpasteurized honey. No homemade jams or jellies, herbal or other supplements.  All condiments have to be refrigerated after opening.

At first, all of the chores and food restrictions were a LOT to remember and to keep track of, but after a while it becomes routine.  He didn't have to stay on the food restrictions for 100 days after we found out the boys were identical. Can't reject your identical twin's marrow.  We will have to follow the rules this time though.  Just to make sure we aren't considering foods that are restricted, I keep a list the hospital gave us close at hand.

I hope this was informative and helped give you a better idea of BMT life.  When all is said and done, it will be a road bump in his past.  Until then, we take things one day at a time.

Day 0 - Transplant Day! Happy Re-Birthday Chase!

Thank you so much for all of the continued prayers!  Chase truly has an army lifting him up!

I know I've been very remiss with this blog/carepage for Chase and I apologize.  Every time it looks like I can sit and write, I'm distracted by the need for sleep (who would've thought I'd need that!) or something I can't even recall. I'm hoping to (eventually) backtrack and share some of what's been going on, but for now I'll do my best to keep this updated. One step at a time.  This post rambles a bit, but I've written it over a three-day period.  I tried to break it up in case some is old news so you can skip/skim over it.

Chase's transplant on Thursday started a little after 2:00pm.  Rebecca, his primary nurse who was with us on his last transplant day, was with us again and is here today as well.  It's difficult to explain what it means to have her here with us.  There is a simply a feeling of comfort and peace that I feel.  We've known Rebecca for almost two years, so that definitely plays a role, but she really knows Chase (health and personality), which is worth its weight in gold!

His Donor
He and his donor were not the same blood type, something I didn't learn until the day before his transplant.  Where Chase is A-, his donor is B+, which meant the marrow had to be thoroughly cleansed of red blood cells to prevent a reaction.  This also means Chase will no longer be A-!! He will take on his donor's blood type.  It's a corny play on words, but I can't think of a better blood type to change to than B+ (Be Positive)!  

We still don't know the gender of his donor and may never find out.  Whoever they are, they've selflessly given Chase an incredible gift - a re-birthday and the opportunity for a cancer-free future!  I'm truly humbled and will be eternally grateful to him/her for their generosity.  

About the donor program "Be The Match"
9 MILLION people in the U.S. have registered to be potential bone marrow donors and there are over 140,000 cord blood units available through Be The Match (National Marrow Donor Program).  However, there were only 6 matches for Chase.  That quickly dropped to 3 viable donors two weeks later.  I wasn't aware of these figures until I started writing this post.  I had no idea there were that many people in the registry.  That he had 3 desirable matches out of 9 million makes me again appreciate how blessed Chase is to have his new marrow.  

When I speak of "desirable" matches, I'm referring to HLA compatibility. Explaining this is not the easiest thing to do, so I copied the information below from their website.  If you would like to read more information about it, please visit this page on the Be The Match site.
"Human leukocyte antigen (HLA) typing is used to match patients and donors for bone marrow or cord blood transplants (also called BMT). HLA are proteins — or markers — found on most cells in your body. Your immune system uses these markers to recognize which cells belong in your body and which do not.
A close match between your HLA markers and your donor's can reduce the risk that your immune cells will attack your donor's cells or that your donor's immune system will attack your body after the transplant."

Chase had 3 "8 out of 8" HLA matches. He also had potential matches that were less than 8 of 8 as well as cord blood matches, but those would have only been considered if our initial three did not work.  The fewer HLA marker matches you have in common, the greater the chance of complications and a longer recovery period.

Quick Aside About William
I never want to take away or diminish what William did for his brother!  He was/is a hero and I am still so incredibly proud of him!! He gave Chase another six months to bring us to this point.  We do know the donor travels out of the country quite often, so it has crossed my mind they may not have been available back in April. It devastates me that Chase has to go through this again, but permanent remission and the boys being able to enjoy a normal routine again will be worth it in the long run.

Blood Product Transfusions
Since Chase's blood type will change, I wondered about the blood and platelet transfusions he will receive.  Which type? I asked a doctor this morning (Friday).  She said the people who take care of all the blood products will have to continuously take samples from Chase to ensure he won't have a reaction.  If a reaction is a risk, they will have to clean the blood, but I'm not sure what that process is or what they clean. It sounds like there will be a transition period going from A- to B+ until his new marrow has "taken root" and is producing new cells.  

And if you are really into getting more details, here's an image that breaks down the types of white blood cells the bone marrow produces. I can make sense of part of it only because some are listed on his daily blood count reports.  The ones I really watch out for that lets us know his "counts" are recovering are the neutrophils, the absolute neutrophil count (ANC).  I also watch his platelet and red blood cell (RBC) recovery, too, but I tend to focus on the ANC.


Back to Friday, February 11th

Chase's chemo regimen this time only lasted from Friday to Tuesday.  He received two different chemo treatments, both of which weren't as harsh as the two they gave in April.  Including this regimen to destroy his marrow, this was Chase's 10th round of chemo.  Between that, the side effects he suffered last transplant, and potential side effects from the new marrow, they opted to go with a less intensive preparative regiment.  The only other chemo he will receive will be an extremely low-dose one that targets mature cells from the donor's marrow.  The purpose is to kill them so they don't "attack" Chase's body tissue until the new marrow starts growing.

As far as food goes, he was able to eat and remained in great spirits through Monday.  Tuesday, after finishing the last dose of chemo, he started getting sick and his mood started to fall a bit.  I think with the transplant drawing closer, he began to think about it more and started to grow nervous.  There was a certain built-in comfort with William as his donor, but when you don't know anything about your donor or what could happen, it's definitely an unsettling feeling.  We have been doing a lot of praying though and have had the support of my mom's pastor, Debbie, the Aflac Chaplain who we've also known for going on two years, and all of you!

Since the Transplant
One of the nastier side effects of the harsher chemo is a condition called mucositis. He had an extremely bad case of it during the last transplant and it is already developing again.  However, it does not seem to be as severe.  If you want a detailed look at what this is, you can check out this website. Right now, he doesn't have any mouth sores, but the thick drainage is making him nauseous.  They started him on a nausea pump to combat it, and he has a button he can press if he feels he needs a boost.

Around 5:30 Friday (the 18th) evening he got an NG (nasogastric) tube inserted for nutrition. (The white patch on his face in the picture further down is securing the tube in place.) I was really nervous about him getting this, but Rebecca gave him some Versed (a sedation drug) and it was over before I knew it.  He drank water while she "fed" it to him to help it go down more easily.  He did great!   Thirty minutes later he asked when we put the tube in.  He didn't even remember.  Thank you Versed!! 

He was so nauseous during his last transplant that he could not keep the tube down and it had to be put back in (via the nose) four times before the doctors opted to use IV nutrition instead.  The NG tube is preferable since it keeps the digestive system working though.  When I spoke to the oncology team back in November, attacking his nausea earlier and hopefully finding a way for him to keep the NG tube were two areas that I hoped we could combat and conquer this go around. So far, so good!

Sleepy Chase in his recliner
Pain typically goes hand-in-hand with the mucositis, so most every bone marrow transplant patient ends up with a morphine pump as a result.  When I first started writing this, I thought he would be able to wait until Friday to start, but his throat is already becoming raw so they gave it to him last night.  

As bad as being on morphine may sound, I discovered in the past few months that it has clouded Chase's recollection of his first transplant.  I'm extremely grateful for that, too!! It's too bad they don't have something similar they can offer the parents.  It has most definitely helped me going into this transplant knowing the morphine will not only help his pain but also cloud his memories.

We can't say for sure what he can expect from here on out, but I have learned not to compare him to the experiences of other patients or even to his last transplant.  Each child and also transplant is different, but I'm also realistic about the side effects from the chemo and the donor's marrow.  Just as in an organ transplant, the body can reject it. However, in a bone marrow transplant the new marrow can "reject" the recipient.  It's called Graft Versus Host Disease (GVHD) and typically begins once the new marrow has grafted ("taken root") and is producing new cells.  

As I mentioned earlier, he will receive a low-dose chemo now to kill the new mature cells plus an IV medication to suppress the new immune system to combat GVHD.  Although it is a serious condition, which the doctors monitor closely, they actually want to see a little GVHD because it can have an anti-leukemia effect. Should Chase's body produce leukemia cells again, ideally the new marrow would attack them.

So for now, we are taking things one day at a time until we can move on to the next phase - the Ronald McDonald House.  I fully expect him to be here for another 30+ days, but as I said before, each child's experience is different.  Once again, thank you so, SO much for all of the prayers and support.  I look forward to the day when I can be in the position to help others.